Have you ever heard people never change? I think that is entirely not true. I look back and think about how much I've changed. I'm not the same person I was just 10 months ago...speaking of which I'm not the same as I was 1 day ago. I'm always changing, my likes, dislikes, passions not so much, bands i like no one's really heard of, the people I need most in my life. As i think of this, I know some people get in these ruts and they say they don't need different things, but some of them I can see that they need something else than what they say they need. I ponder, why do some people lie to themselves and their hearts? Why do they listen to their mind not their heart? Why do they lie to everyone they care about? Maybe it's just me, but people need to stop lying to themselves and reveal what's really going on inside of them. Or maybe, it's just me, maybe I need to stop trying to love everyone and stop trying to let people in, even when I don't feel like I should, even when I'm scared and i hide it from everyone. maybe, I'm just stupid and ugly just like those cruel boys said when I was younger, maybe, it's just me and I'm naive, maybe, I'm just a person that's shut up in her world, trying to let them in but afraid of their cruel words, maybe I'm just one person, afraid of what would happen if I actually never changed, maybe I can't change the world anyway.